or is it because of the bad dream that i had AGAIN last night?
one i woke up from a nightmare and two i went to the loo. next i went back to bed AND THE DREAM AMAZINGLY CONTINUED!
experienced this before? happened to me countlesss times already and i really wonder why... firstly, they're never sweet dreams (well can't remember having any before)! and secondly because the nightmares always feel so real, that i'll wake up feeling so distracted throughout the day...
the chinese proverb : 日有所思, 夜有所梦
means what one thinks about during the day, is what he or she is likely to dream about at night. why is it only the pensive thoughts that i think about happening in my dreams? where are all the happy ones?
everyone is special in their own unique way. heard this before right?
i'm a spoilt brat... who can't even control my own emotions, ridiculously demanding, overly sensitive, selfish & protective and what more? someone help! i don't want to be so extraordinary. i don't even know who i am whenever i'm resentful. people like my family (daddy especially), friends & sl can't be giving in to me all the time... although sl's using a different approach and giving in less now..
damn, i sound like some depressed girl_91 in those teenage magazines. hahah!
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