hate the emptiness i always feel

especially after weekends...

caught 2 movies with sl last week, overheard & the hangover. both are 2 thumbs up, you should watch them too! marina barraged with the usuals last saturday, intention was to catch the fireworks from the final preview of the national day parade BUT.. part of it was being blocked by the integrated resort! nevertheless, still enjoyed the time spent with them there...

















why must i always silently whine to myself under my comforting blanket before i can fall asleep every night? why the tears keep welling up in my eyes every now & then? always able to feel better after a cry, but sad to say that it's not working this time.. this has been going on for more than a week already... so devastating! there are certain bothersome things on my mind that i'm DYING to forget. desperate.. or whatever. i wish i could leave them ALL behind and move on... regret not cherishing what i had in the past. too bad, because it's probably too late to not realised it only until now.. everything is gone. and most likely not coming back anymore... can you feel my agony too? i want to hug my friend and cry my heart out to her. please talk me round.. and tell me that everything's going to be alright...

think i need your assurance.